:(

外面下着雨 犹如我心血在滴
爱你那么久 其实算算不容易
就要分东西 明天不再有关系
留在家里的衣服 有空再来拿回去

不去想爱都结了果 舍不得拼命找藉口
不勉强你再为了我 心不在 留不留都是痛

我可以抱你吗 爱人 让我在你肩膀哭泣
如果今天我们就要分离 让我痛快的哭出声音
我可以抱你吗 宝贝 容我最后一次这样叫你
你也不得已 我会 笑笑的离去#

WooHoo!!!

Woo!! Im looking forward to the long and busy weekend!!

Anyway, tuesday was my 10th anniversary with baby. <3 We had a simple dinner together at Pizza Hut after work, and he surprised me with flowers!





We then headed to catch Megamind 3D! Kindly sponsored by Lillian who had free tix and couldnt attend, hehehehe.



It was hilarious! The 3D effects were fanastic and soooo real in some scenes! But I super dislike that Tighten!



See his kiam pa and irritating face!! See already also feel like giving him one tight slap. LOL. 8/10 popcorns for the show!

Headed back after the movie.

Today I met BFF yiyi after sooo long! Had my dinner while we caught up, and headed to Paragon. Supposedly to check out Ettusais products but before we even went there, we stopped at Chanel and I ended up spending $125 for the makeup base and sunblock. Gah!!

Headed to Cine while she had her dinner then headed home! I loveeeeeeeee spending time w her! Y






Friday is my baby's birthday! His first year spending it with me, hope he'll enjoy it :x

Anyway, ending off here.

IM SO TEMPTED TO DO LASIK. xoxo

I really, really really really NEED to stop online shopping. Gah!

This fri's our dept's kickoff @ flyer, then the amazing race in the afternoon. Being one of the committee, I'm reaaaally excited! Oh yes. Btw, still have not figure out how to take a video on my Canon S90 and Dennis said im stupid when i went to ask him cos he has the same camera as me! ):

HAHA. Baby's birthday is next friday, on Deepavali! We are going to Universal Studiosssss, 2nd time there! But the previous time i didnt take any rides, because I wanna take them with my babyboy <3

Damn excited abt the upcoming BKK trip! Will bring $2000 there be oooooooooover? Lol! Very suaku lah first time there.. ):

I love year ends, though they always burn 7800 holes in my pocket.




<3

Weekend is coming!! My poor bibi is sick, so poor thing.

Anywayyyy, so many movies I wanna catch! So little time ):

Bkk tix has been booked and paid, damn excited now! First time taking a flight alone though. Meeting e rest of my colleagues at bkk later. Hmm. Shld b okay bah!

I want shoppppping!


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Only wanted a hand to hold and needed a hug.


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Thankyou.

Thankyou baby, for always giving in to me. Even when I'm acting unreasonable, even when I'm acting like a kid.

Thankyou baby, for always bearing with my tantrums.
Thankyou baby, for doting on me endlessly.

I guess I should have said this more, I love you bibi, really I do.

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Sigh.

Suddenly, I really miss those times.


Tired out, it seems like there's never enough time for myself. Work, boyf and the new blogshop is taking up all of my time. I dont even have time for a game of dota, haa. I want to meet my girlfriends ):

Anyway, looking forward to the new start. Hopefully, things will go the way I plan! (:


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WOohoo.

Today was my off day! (: Wanted to go for K-Lunch but woke up late, heh heh. Woke up prepared, and headed to HDB CCK Branch w Baby. Took queue number and headed to Sakae for lunch! After that Daddy joined us and we headed back to HDB.

Finally settled everything, then baby and I headed to watch Resident's Evil



Show was ok, though definitely not worth the 3D. Not as nice as i anticipated though! 3.5/5. Was freeeeeezing in the cinema!

After that, headed to Bukit Panjang Plaza, shopped around to kill time. Lastly headed to Baby's boss house for the solemnization ceremony. Sooooo sweet (:

Then headed to Marina South Pier - King Crab Seafood Restaurant. (Name wasnt very original :P) Food was okay, lots of seafood and I really should learn how to eat spicy food! :X

Headed home w baby around 10+.

Ending off with this pic that i really lovee:

My head hurts. And I can't slp.
Gah.

Shld I..?


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Hf.

I know I'm not a perfect girlfriend, and I can't never be one. But I never stopped trying..

I'm sorry I always misunderstood your actions and words, I never meant to..

I'm sorry for not being able to be there for you when you needed a listening ear.. I wished I was..

I understand I'm your first girlfriend, and I've been in your shoes before.. I used to say break each time I'm unhappy.. And I knew first hand how much it kills the relationship..

But there's only so much a relationship can take before it breaks down; before we break down.

Maybe the things I do make you lose faith in me, in this relationship.. Maybe i'ce misunderstood you. Maybe i didnt treasure yor rfforts enough.. But I've never done anything that warranted such a drastic reaction/decision.

I'm tired of hearing the word 'break'.

I really am.

I haven't lose faith, I still wish to b with you.

But I can only try so hard.. You once promised me you'll never say break again, you swore.. Are you telling me that your promises are to be taken lightly?

When I heard that my friend has passed away, and he's the same age as me, suddenly I realise.. Life is so precious. I've never liked gg to bed angry w my boyf, and hearing this news just make me feel even more so. What if .. I never wake up?

I miss you.
& I wished..

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Hi, Im here to update my stagnant blog.

Bored out of my mind on a Thurs night, looking forward to the weekend but dreading work tmr. Sigh. Sometimes, I dont know whats the point..

On a happier note, shopping again tomorrow with Lindaaa! Meeting my darling girls on Sat for Eclipse! :))

Seems like thats the only part of my life worth looking forward to.. And of cause not forgetting my baby.

I have so much to say, but i dont know how.

Sigh. Goodnight.

:(

Sometimes, u say the most hurting things. FML.


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I feel so tired. Whatever happened to the happy days? Seems the harder I try, the worse it becomes.

Damn. Sigh. I don't even know what to say anymore.


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It felt very much like a drama. Somehow I've just got the sixth sense. Went out and saw that you've came to take the stuffs back.. I tried calling u, but your phone was off. So I guess that's the end, that it's fated.

I have so many things I wish I could say, but honestly, I guess it all mean nothing to you. I feel so heartbroken, whatever happened to the promises?

I've cried so much i doubt i can smile again.
I miss you. I really do..

是我说了太多，就成真不了。

就算放开， 但能不能别没收我的爱？

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Location:Heartbreak.

):

I hate myself when Im feeling this way. Seriously. Gah.

Happy 5th!

5 months seemed short, but meant much more.
Thank you for everything, bibi! <3


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Mixed feelings..

I wish there was a way to put my feelings into words, but I can't.
I wish I could blame you for being too nice, but how could I?
I wish I don't have to hear that, but yet I want to.
I wish I don't have to know anything.

Argh, I wish I can just go to slp. Medicine, can u start taking effect and make me drowsy pls??

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Happy!

I just organized my wardrobe, and threw out so many clothes I've stopped wearing! My wardrobe was soooo packed and I couldn't put anymore clothes in! Haha!

Wardrobe :



Clothes Im gonna throw away:


Shiok!! Anyway, went ikea w baby ystd and we got a study table for myself! it only cost like $69!!




And some boxes for my junk!





Hee!! Off to play mj w my family. I'm so hungry! :(

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Back again! (:

Have this urge to blog again, hope I'll contiune to do so frequently?

Haha. I'm still in office at this time, have like 987749837 things to do. It's a Friday!!! :( on a happier note, finally time to tmm w babyboy tmr, he didn't have off for 2 wks alr, finally!

Sigh. I've been so stressed out recently, I need to relax! Seems to be handling so much more than previously, sometimes i feel like i cant breathe.. :/

Went to the Values 101 training at Wow! Academy ystd and today, seriously enjoyed myself! Conducted by Bentley Williams (http://bentleywilliams.com.sg), I think I laughed for 90% of the workshop. It's also very enlightening and motivating, haha. Two favourite things I've learnt: "be interested to be interested" and "if you can think it, you can do it". Cool right! Really learnt quite abit at the workshop. Thanks citi for sending us to that training. I heard its like over 200 per pax, WOW! hahaha!

Alright, my silly is here to fetch me, update again soon! (hopefully?)

xoxo

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Location:Temasek Ave,,Singapore

Happy CNY everyone! (:

My blog has been stagnant for the longest time! Haha. Bah, I shall just update about recent events. Once again its CNY again~ Seems like not much of an atmosphere this year, maybe because can't really go bai nian bah, as my grandma has passed away less than one year.

So yesterday only accompanied bf to his relatives' place to collect ang baos! :X Heh heh. Yesterday and today morning bf accompanied me n parents to go pray. Argh, really hope this yr will be a better year! Esp my health, sigh.

Anyway, less than one week to my taiwan trip with my baby! (: Before flying off, will be having a mini celebration with few of my dearest ~ just a simple celebration for my 21st.

I want to mahjong :( Ytd night mahjong with bf and my parents, and they 2 eat our money! Haha.

Anyway life is peaceful now, just wanna spend time w my family and people that matter.

Random Pics:

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I miss you.

I miss the three of us. I miss how we did everything together. Falling in love together, getting into trouble together, and when the wake-up call came, learning together.

I didnt forget the times we learnt to sing 'Wo Xiang Yao Shuo' together. Stalking Kobayashi, so many so many. Emoing tgt, u calling me at 7am in the morning, and me calling u at 4am.. And then going to sing K tgt, then sing until cry tgt. Hah.. During the times when I was still with him, you'll be even more angrier on my behalf. &Times yi will defend my actions, and u'll scold me, for being foolish. U guys, my angel and devil.. Hah. Forlorn, Lovelorn, and Revlon . . Isnt that how we were always meant to be..

Its been 5 years. I expected much more. Laughing tgt w yi just now, i miss my yu.. How I wish u're still here to let me rant each day's unhappiness, just like we always did. It hurts when I heard about you getting married from someone else.






Whatever happened to us, my dear friend?

我真的很想你。

One More Moment

Don't take too long to say
'I love you' to the ones you love
Cause time has a habit of slipping away
And out on a clear blue sky
When lightning strikes on a sunny day
Just take me in and keep me from the rain

And the words that seem so hard so say
Come out when you've gone away
Just stay a little while and hear me say

That I want you here tonight
And I need you by my side
For just one more moment
For just one more moment with you

Boiler + Powerhouse on Sat w Andy and his friends, wa piang. Drink whiskey like drink plain water. Went Dfly and Powerhouse as well to find ms Endrea foo. Fun fun night ~ Boiler was not as bad as I expected, guess its bout the company! :)

Random update, countdown 48 days to Taiwan!

2010!

Its the beginning of a new year once again, seems like just a few weeks ago I was writing the end of yr entry for 2008, haha.

Actually, not much to write for this yr, unlike the entry last yr. Haha. I guess what has passed are not important, what's more important is learning from what happened. I've learnt to let go of some stuffs, not to dwell too much on unhappy ones, not to expect too much from people, and to treasure, and be contented with what I have. And Im really contented with my life at the moment.

I think I spent more of 2009 clubbing and partying ._. But really sick of that lifestyle now! The present me prefers to spend a quiet night at home, playing dota or spending time w my family, and close friends. Its about time too, huh. Haha.

Health abit chui in 2009, here pain there pain. Must really really go for checkup soon, promise to whoever who cares.

&Lastly, I need to say a huge thankyou to dear ones who made my 2009 an eventful year. Thanks TSO especially for the many laughter you guys brought, though I hardly join outings anymore.. I din forget you guys. =3 And of cause never forgetting my beloved wanyi, I never wanna lose you as my best friend <3 Stay strong, I'll always love you! And of cause so many others, though I didnt mention, I guess you'll know who you guys/girls are. I love you all!

Im really looking forward to 2010 though, due to the upcoming trip to Taiwan in feb, for my 21st! One week trip doesnt seem long enough for me ): Tuan tuan and Yuan yuan, wo lai le!!!! Hahaha!

Anyway, I dont even remember the new yr resolutions I made for 2009, but hopefully I'll fufil my resolutions for 2010! Most important of all, to cut down on partying and get my car license! Haha. Say until very swee, 2nd day of 2010 Im heading down to St James. -.-! Heeee! &to cut down on my online shopping!!!! Gonna be broke for the first half year due to the Taiwan trip and my school fees that I have to pay for May. SO STOP SHOPPING!!!!!!!

&to change this laopok blog layout. Hah!

And yes, ling promises herself to be a happier girl in 2010. :)