是我说了太多，就成真不了。

就算放开， 但能不能别没收我的爱？

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Location:Heartbreak.

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I hate myself when Im feeling this way. Seriously. Gah.

Happy 5th!

5 months seemed short, but meant much more.
Thank you for everything, bibi! <3


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Mixed feelings..

I wish there was a way to put my feelings into words, but I can't.
I wish I could blame you for being too nice, but how could I?
I wish I don't have to hear that, but yet I want to.
I wish I don't have to know anything.

Argh, I wish I can just go to slp. Medicine, can u start taking effect and make me drowsy pls??

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Happy!

I just organized my wardrobe, and threw out so many clothes I've stopped wearing! My wardrobe was soooo packed and I couldn't put anymore clothes in! Haha!

Wardrobe :



Clothes Im gonna throw away:


Shiok!! Anyway, went ikea w baby ystd and we got a study table for myself! it only cost like $69!!




And some boxes for my junk!





Hee!! Off to play mj w my family. I'm so hungry! :(

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Back again! (:

Have this urge to blog again, hope I'll contiune to do so frequently?

Haha. I'm still in office at this time, have like 987749837 things to do. It's a Friday!!! :( on a happier note, finally time to tmm w babyboy tmr, he didn't have off for 2 wks alr, finally!

Sigh. I've been so stressed out recently, I need to relax! Seems to be handling so much more than previously, sometimes i feel like i cant breathe.. :/

Went to the Values 101 training at Wow! Academy ystd and today, seriously enjoyed myself! Conducted by Bentley Williams (http://bentleywilliams.com.sg), I think I laughed for 90% of the workshop. It's also very enlightening and motivating, haha. Two favourite things I've learnt: "be interested to be interested" and "if you can think it, you can do it". Cool right! Really learnt quite abit at the workshop. Thanks citi for sending us to that training. I heard its like over 200 per pax, WOW! hahaha!

Alright, my silly is here to fetch me, update again soon! (hopefully?)

xoxo

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Location:Temasek Ave,,Singapore

Happy CNY everyone! (:

My blog has been stagnant for the longest time! Haha. Bah, I shall just update about recent events. Once again its CNY again~ Seems like not much of an atmosphere this year, maybe because can't really go bai nian bah, as my grandma has passed away less than one year.

So yesterday only accompanied bf to his relatives' place to collect ang baos! :X Heh heh. Yesterday and today morning bf accompanied me n parents to go pray. Argh, really hope this yr will be a better year! Esp my health, sigh.

Anyway, less than one week to my taiwan trip with my baby! (: Before flying off, will be having a mini celebration with few of my dearest ~ just a simple celebration for my 21st.

I want to mahjong :( Ytd night mahjong with bf and my parents, and they 2 eat our money! Haha.

Anyway life is peaceful now, just wanna spend time w my family and people that matter.

Random Pics:

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I miss you.

I miss the three of us. I miss how we did everything together. Falling in love together, getting into trouble together, and when the wake-up call came, learning together.

I didnt forget the times we learnt to sing 'Wo Xiang Yao Shuo' together. Stalking Kobayashi, so many so many. Emoing tgt, u calling me at 7am in the morning, and me calling u at 4am.. And then going to sing K tgt, then sing until cry tgt. Hah.. During the times when I was still with him, you'll be even more angrier on my behalf. &Times yi will defend my actions, and u'll scold me, for being foolish. U guys, my angel and devil.. Hah. Forlorn, Lovelorn, and Revlon . . Isnt that how we were always meant to be..

Its been 5 years. I expected much more. Laughing tgt w yi just now, i miss my yu.. How I wish u're still here to let me rant each day's unhappiness, just like we always did. It hurts when I heard about you getting married from someone else.






Whatever happened to us, my dear friend?

我真的很想你。

One More Moment

Don't take too long to say
'I love you' to the ones you love
Cause time has a habit of slipping away
And out on a clear blue sky
When lightning strikes on a sunny day
Just take me in and keep me from the rain

And the words that seem so hard so say
Come out when you've gone away
Just stay a little while and hear me say

That I want you here tonight
And I need you by my side
For just one more moment
For just one more moment with you

Boiler + Powerhouse on Sat w Andy and his friends, wa piang. Drink whiskey like drink plain water. Went Dfly and Powerhouse as well to find ms Endrea foo. Fun fun night ~ Boiler was not as bad as I expected, guess its bout the company! :)

Random update, countdown 48 days to Taiwan!

2010!

Its the beginning of a new year once again, seems like just a few weeks ago I was writing the end of yr entry for 2008, haha.

Actually, not much to write for this yr, unlike the entry last yr. Haha. I guess what has passed are not important, what's more important is learning from what happened. I've learnt to let go of some stuffs, not to dwell too much on unhappy ones, not to expect too much from people, and to treasure, and be contented with what I have. And Im really contented with my life at the moment.

I think I spent more of 2009 clubbing and partying ._. But really sick of that lifestyle now! The present me prefers to spend a quiet night at home, playing dota or spending time w my family, and close friends. Its about time too, huh. Haha.

Health abit chui in 2009, here pain there pain. Must really really go for checkup soon, promise to whoever who cares.

&Lastly, I need to say a huge thankyou to dear ones who made my 2009 an eventful year. Thanks TSO especially for the many laughter you guys brought, though I hardly join outings anymore.. I din forget you guys. =3 And of cause never forgetting my beloved wanyi, I never wanna lose you as my best friend <3 Stay strong, I'll always love you! And of cause so many others, though I didnt mention, I guess you'll know who you guys/girls are. I love you all!

Im really looking forward to 2010 though, due to the upcoming trip to Taiwan in feb, for my 21st! One week trip doesnt seem long enough for me ): Tuan tuan and Yuan yuan, wo lai le!!!! Hahaha!

Anyway, I dont even remember the new yr resolutions I made for 2009, but hopefully I'll fufil my resolutions for 2010! Most important of all, to cut down on partying and get my car license! Haha. Say until very swee, 2nd day of 2010 Im heading down to St James. -.-! Heeee! &to cut down on my online shopping!!!! Gonna be broke for the first half year due to the Taiwan trip and my school fees that I have to pay for May. SO STOP SHOPPING!!!!!!!

&to change this laopok blog layout. Hah!

And yes, ling promises herself to be a happier girl in 2010. :)

Alvin & Chipmunks 2

Hurhur!!! My back is aching like no tomorrow. >.<

Anyway today accompanied andy to sim lim to buy his new pc. Siaooooooo sia 1k++!!!! Erm, so while waiting for pc to b ready we walked to 4 bei lor thr eat wanton noodles. And i saw elaine cheng! haha. scared me she suddenly 'ah ling!' i tot who..

Then walked to bugis, wanted watch Alvin n chipmunks but the show at 7pm, it was only 4pm at that time.. So walk walk arnd, found out suntec for 5pm. So rush to Suntec, the queue like great singapore sale. Cmi. So in the end, decided go back Lot 1 watch after fetching his pc.

But then, gotta help his fren buy mp3 player.. so end up walk whole sim lim, then go back fetch his pc.. den go back his hse put, pass his friend mp3, and off to lot 1 ~

Subway subway, and then Alvin n chipmunks!



SUPER funny and cute..!! I laugh for 1 hour out of the 1 half hr i think. 5/5 popcorns! haha. Home sweet home after that.

My back is still aching. damn. This yr my health super problematic.. Sigh. New yr is in 2 days' time. Heh heh, cant wait for next yr! Off to tw for my bday :)

Im sick of trying to make everyone happy. I can't.

XMAS 2009!

Woots, I had an enjoyable xmas this yr really! :):) Had a mini buffet at work, last min order, so funny our food. From Sushi to teriyaki to char siew bao! ._. hehehe. But char siew bao was specially requested by me, my fave lor! Didnt know they rly go order. HAHA. Anyway, i forced every1 to tk pic while openin presents. HEHE.

I like my presents this yr :) Thanks to my dear colleagues and friends~ Can open z0o liao, pigs and cows and bears n pandas! haha!
















Went to meet my dear yiyi on wed at vivocity. We walked around whole of vivo 5 times i think. First 3 rounds was due to her request for Ding Tai Fung ._. 3 rounds ltr she finally realise vivo has no Ding Tai Fung and we walked to Harbourfront Center for Pastamania instead. We 2 people, ordered alot food sia.



Waaah! kua zhang. HAHA. Anyway, didnt manage to tk any pics w her as we were both crawling after the many rounds of attempts to buy presents. But some overdue photos taken at bugis that time haven upload, so here it is!







Hahahaha. Anyway, x'mas eve i stayed home, didnt wanted to go out and battle the crowds. Moreover sth happened that made me rly moodless. Sigh! And sorry to Wanyew that dint attend ur bday celebration, hope u enjoyed urself =)

On the day of xmas, met up w my dota clique, Andy, Ryan and Yuwen for some steamboat n singing session! Haha. quite sad la 4 of us only but it was fun! Sing til shiok, first time to Top One for me, quite okayy. Though the sound system abit chui, and i split Andy's lychee over the whole table :X







I had been whining the whole of x'mas that i wanted a santa hat~ and as we were leaving, we saw the waiters wearing santa hat. and Andy go and ask them for it, and actually managed to get me one!



Tada~! So ling was a happy girl ytd~ Hehehe, on e cab home, I was whining again. LOL. For some PRATA! Discuss here n there, we finally decided to go back to Ryan's place and then he drive us to have our prata. Heh! Then we debate over Timah or Batok. And i finally won! So off to batok's prata. HAHA.

Not v nice :( cos usually i eat banana and honey, but donno why ytd they added onions inside the prata. Which is a super nono for me! hurrr. So anyway, home sweet home after that. Thanks ryan for sending us back~

Really enjoyed myself this few days :) Merry xmas n happy boxing day to every1! =)

And to my dear girl yiyi: Cheer up baby girl! Im always here for u, just a phone call away. Dont think so much okayss, love yaa!

Avatar ~

Hoho! Just now went to meet Andy at Suntec, 5 days a week thr, sunday STILL back to thr. LOL. Had subway :D and then shopped around before gg to watch Avatar.



OMG the show was DAMN NICE + DAMN COOL + DAMN EVERYTHING POSITIVE. One of the nicest movie in 2009! I was expecting to be really draggy as the show is 160 mins but then it dint even feel lik 160 mins as the show was totally terrific!

Andy and I were thinking the show was quite similar to dota, HAHA. We were saying "wa chaos knight come liao. This 1 look lik puck. blah blah blah blah." LOL. But seriously, HIGHLY recommended to everyone. Ken was saying how much did avatar pay me to advertise. LOL.

After the show Andy n i waited lik damn long for the cab.. We from marina walk to Mandarin Oriental hotel, den finally went to take bus, bus to sim lim thr change to cab, BUT STILL NO CAB. Ended up we finally managed to board one at 11.59pm, great. LOL.

Yay, back to work tmr :DDDD Can't wait for xmas! (:

Okok, my blog's not dying! Finally updating.. I think i forgot most of the stuffs i did since last updated. Haha.

I only remember last fri was supposed to meet ferlyn sweetie, end up she fly aeroplane. )($*)#($ Headed to tpy to meet up w tooty Andy and headed to town for subway. Haha! Addicted to subway lor. Huhu..

Sun went to Novena to celebrate Ken's birthday at Vienna. Wa piang, paid $42 to eat FRIED RICE and drink soup. HAHA. idiot! Pics:








Me with Linda!


Ken the birthday boy.


1u~


Jasmine~


Bevan~


TSO.


Anyway, last fri we had a mini relay game for our department at Citibank, my colleagues who took part dressed damn hiliariously.



LOL. Damn cute. Anyway, we got 2nd last ._. which was quite sad, but nevertheless, the process was damn fun!




Gavin looked lik a tiko peh right?!!!


Our very nice(and small) xmas tree!



Group photo, quite a few missing, but still, quite a nice photo taken with my phone! Haha.

Xmas is just round the corner, this yr has passed so quickly. Soon its time for my end of yr entry, seems like just weeks ago i've updated last yr's. Okayyy. End of update, I shall end here. Meeting my precious wanyi tmr :DDDD!